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Post by MU-TH-UR 6000 on Mar 18, 2016 0:26:41 GMT
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Post by Cameron on Mar 18, 2016 21:44:28 GMT
I'm kinda feeling déjà vu from my previous game like this that I played 2 years ago. Currently I feel kinda like an outsider because I don't really know what to say to people. I have no problem playing a character in general but I feel like I don't know myself well enough to come up with things to talk about from that perspective; so I should probably just try to be myself more. The problem though is that I kinda feel like people are expecting me to be a certain kind of a character. So if I'm not, I'm afraid they'll just vote me out because I'm not "interesting" or "bitchy" enough for this game. Ps. That's a lot of FEELings right there, and I'm not supposed to have feelings, dammit! Clearly I'm already failing epically as Cameron I'm just trying to hang in there for now, and hopefully I can pick up some allies that can carry me over the most difficult days in the beginning. (As. I was writing this, my fellow terminator, T-X messaged me. Maybe she could be one of those people. I guess time will tell) Pps. Feel free to ask me questions as the game progresses. The more the better. I usually have a lot of game related thoughts but not a great way of organizing them into well structured confessionals. But some questions would help
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Post by Cameron on Mar 20, 2016 8:55:48 GMT
Confessional: Finally we get to our tribes Trying to communicate with 19 people was getting way too difficult; and I gotta say that I really love this tribe. I'm assuming our avatars are in order of being picked so T-X picked me first, as I was hoping she would I was getting a bit concerned about having Sarah in front of Alice on my list since if I had to pick between the two I actually wanted Alice on the same tribe more. But luckily it all worked out and Alice ended up in the same tribe too. First impression from my point of view is that we have 7 people who said they wanted to specifically work with me, and 3 of which I think 2 (Rita and Beatrix) have been pretty much inactive with everyone. Ma-Ma told me she has talked more with Call but other than that my perception is that she hasn't been that active either. If I had to picture possible alliances right now, I'd say that on one hand there are me, T-X and Sarah. Then there are possibly me, T-X and Alice; and then there's possibly me and Ma-Ma with possibly Call tagging along (although I don't really have a huge impression on her yet). But of course it's way too early to say how things are going to start to play out. But overall I'm so happy not to be on that other tribe! Pretty much only Selena is someone I wish I had with me from that side. Although I also felt like I was getting along with Cherry and Noxeema too. But overall I've felt more connected with the people on my tribe vs. those three so I'm happy For now lol. I'm not expecting that feeling to last very long
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Post by Cameron on Mar 20, 2016 10:12:06 GMT
Honestly, I'm getting slightly wary of T-X already Just because of how popular she clearly is. Although I do believe (at least for now) she's really the closest with me I don't like being in a situation where someone is pretty much controlling my game by being more social than me. So something to remember for later down the line (way later. Right now I'm just happy being her #2 because I doubt she can escape being a target for long, and better her than me )
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Post by Cameron on Mar 20, 2016 11:40:29 GMT
I'm kinda getting the feeling that I should try to put more effort into writing longer messages and being more social with certain people... I'm just kinda feeling exhausted right now with trying to keep my stories straight with everyone. I hope things would clear up a bit during these next few days.
I've already talked quite a lot with T-x about how to approach this tribe to make sure we stay in the best possible position. It kinda seems like there's a possibility for several different factions:
-On one hand there are me, T-X and Sarah -Then there are me, T-X, Jessica and Alice (Alice would want to add Xenia here but T-X doesn't really care for her) -Then there's Ma-Ma, Call and Xenia (according to Ma-Ma they would want to add me, T-X and Alice. but me and T-X don't really care for Call since she doesn't communicate with us much) -Then there are Rita and Beatrix who haven't talked much with anyone either. Althugh T-X says she kinda likes Rita and wouldn't mind including her with us. Beatrix on the other hand, no one seems to really like but since there can be a push for two separate alliances that me and T-X might be included in, in my opinion it would make sense to try to connect with Beatrix instead of getting rid of her as an easy boot. We'l see if it works out that way since she's not online much. But I think I'm gonna try. -Apart from me and T-X no one seems to care for Sarah much, but I would rather keep her for as long as possible
That's pretty much it from my perspective as of now. It can be a real mess if we lose so I really hope that we don't for a while
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