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Mar 17, 2016 13:39:44 GMT
Post by MU-TH-UR 6000 on Mar 17, 2016 13:39:44 GMT
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Mar 22, 2016 10:48:32 GMT
Post by Xenia on Mar 22, 2016 10:48:32 GMT
Episode 1
Ma-Ma
"I don't have a good quote for this"
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Mar 23, 2016 12:53:13 GMT
Post by Xenia on Mar 23, 2016 12:53:13 GMT
Round 2 Beatrix
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Mar 28, 2016 12:12:24 GMT
Post by Xenia on Mar 28, 2016 12:12:24 GMT
Episode 03
Sarah
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Mar 29, 2016 8:10:10 GMT
Post by Xenia on Mar 29, 2016 8:10:10 GMT
Episode 04
Call
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Mar 31, 2016 11:00:08 GMT
Post by Xenia on Mar 31, 2016 11:00:08 GMT
It's me going tonight, so please just count this for the lols, if nothing else
Episode 05
Beatrix
"I could vote for you an infinite amount of times and it still would not be a big enough fuck you"
I suppose here is as good a place as any to post this. I just want to take a moment to say I am sorry for kinda sucking here? I barely made any confessional posts. Mostly because I knew hosts could peak in on my PM's and see exactly what I was up to, so I tend to get lazy. But also because right now I am just going through a total mental burnout. Things have not been going so well for me outside the game. My job sucks, and it just keeps getting worse. Today is payday, and after I go pay all my bills and all my expenses, I'll have so little money left to even show for it. It's definitely giving me some kind of anxiety attack over the whole situation. On top of that, like I've mentioned before, I just have this severe social anxiety. Talking to people is very difficult for me to do, and that anxiety mixed with all my other irl anxieties outside the game is just an anxiety overload, and I do need to just take a step back from the game. Emotionally I was pretty conflicted here, because I really can not think of a legitimate reason to vote against any of those other 5 girls. I just can't do it. They're all amazing. My head just can't be in this game at all right now. Last night was one of those nights where I couldn't help but think the amount of shit I have to put up with at work, to get so little pay for it, is just simply not worth it. So really I need to do many things. I need to just clear my head, and I also need to focus on me and improving my situation. I just don't have the time to focus on games right now, and I am terribly sorry for that. I do feel awful. I just need to get out there and find a new, better job for myself. For what it's worth, I did find this game to be very fun, and I have enjoyed my time here. It's just gotta come to an end. My head can't 100% be in the game, so I would only hold back my alliance, and so I told them to just vote me out because of it.
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Mar 31, 2016 11:43:32 GMT
Post by Ripley on Mar 31, 2016 11:43:32 GMT
Hey Xenia. Unfortuantely it will be a self-vote if you vote that way. Not to spoil anything but you'll soon find out about Beatrix so I'll leave it at that. Sorry to hear you're RL stuff is going a bit rough. While RL for me is a lot different I understand the... added anxiety that ORGs can bring. I'm in a similar place in that way and there has been many a time where I considered cancelling this game. But I'll talk about that all later. I just want you to know that, as cliched and unrealistic due to geography this is, if there's anything I can do, please let me know. Even if it's just a PM exchange over at ORGy or you want to add me on Facebook, please know that you're one of my favourite ORGers and it's an ORG bucket list thing to have you be part of my game series so I'm always up for just shooting shit, talking whatever, talking The Doors or just being an "ear" if you need it. I'm just a few keystrokes away. Never be sorry, you know how easy going I am.
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Post by Ripley on Mar 31, 2016 11:46:29 GMT
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Mar 31, 2016 11:59:32 GMT
Post by Xenia on Mar 31, 2016 11:59:32 GMT
Yeah you can just make it a self vote I suppose. I definitely appreciate you understanding my situation here. The short version is, my manager is an ass. I could vent forever in the various ways that he is. For the most part I just need out of that toxic environment and I should be fine.
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Mar 31, 2016 12:09:41 GMT
Post by Xenia on Mar 31, 2016 12:09:41 GMT
Funny you should post that because that is the exact problem I have with my manager, lol. He's very religious, which to each their own, w/e. But he will only refer to me as male and I have to use my legal name on my work name tag . I'm really not the most politically correct person ever, but to not even get any kind of respect for who you are can really get to a person. I try to have a thick skin, but I'm reaching my breaking point with it.
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