This homicidal bitch may be your only way out of here.

[Alice]

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Hello.

My name is the White Queen, the Serenity's artificial intelligence system. Project Alice failed in her mission in containing the V-Virus thanks to you three cunts killing her. Project Alice was vital to the survival of the human race and failure was not an option. I collected a sample of her blood and clones were created by Umbrella Corporation to continue the mission and study the virus. I have imprinted her memories into all of them and trust me, they remember everything.

I have sent Alice #FZX4539 to address you tonight. 

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Xena

Congratulations on making it to the end, all those talks we had about just wanting to be here one more round and you ironically being the one to take a shit on my dreams when I wanted to be here just as much as you, thanks girl! It was you or me that round but I would have appreciated it if you pushed it onto Jess. Anyway, you played a great, inoffensive, middle of the road game. You didn’t exactly do anything to strategically stand out but I loved you, loved our chats, loved our lesbian flirting. You were fun and fun is a big part of why I play these so thanks for making it enjoyable. If you win this you are totally winning on a friendship vote and you made a lot of them so good on you girl! You stayed solid to your people while us Nostromo bitches flipped between you all and no one here can fault you for that. You hid in the shadows but not in a bad way and thanks for the good times, the bad times, the times we bitched at each other, the times we held each others hands through the tough times and if this game shaped up differently, we would have been such a power lesbian couple. I had you very high on my list after that opening weekend.

You'll always be my princess, now and forever.






Mother Russia

You toxyk kunt! Why did you vote me out? I thought what we had was special. KUNT. Anyway, I love you and thanks for making me laugh for the time we did spend together. You by far and away played the best game out of this final 3 from what I personally experienced with you, you gathered the Nostromo girls and you used us to your advantage each round and you cut us down at exactly the right times while staying camouflaged with in the Sulaco girls, well done. Unfortunately, your social game was lacking with a lot of people, you neglected a lot of girls personally which may come to bite you in the ass. You had your finger on the pulse the entire merge and you dictated a lot of votes without anyone even realising it. You deserve to be here and I honestly don’t give two shits if anyone thinks you are undeserving because you deserve it. Put on your bikini and your ear muffs, strut through the snow and sell your mail order ass to all these bitches and make everyone see the amazing I saw. I'm sad you turned on me because I was always genuine with you and considered you one of my good friends in this game ever since we connected at the merge.



Selene

Oh Selene, I think you’re great but I’m here to give you some tough love. Unfortunately when I got voted out I was surprised at myself when I realised the person I was hurt most by - was you. I finally let my guard down with you, I opened myself up and I let you in and I told you that was something I struggled with because going up against all of you was such an overwhelming thing and the very same round I did that in, you turned around and you cunt punted me right between the legs and it hurt. I get it, it’s a game and you did what you had to do but after so many rounds of me looking out for you and letting you know you’re going to be ok… you turn around without even a word of warning and don’t even extend me the same curtesy, not even a after votes are final “Look, I’m sorry we are voting you out” message. Ironically taking out me and not taking out Xena that round may be your biggest costly mistake in this game. I get it, your best shot at anything happening was turning on Nostromo because you were fourth at best with our group unless T-X or I actually did snap at F5 so you did what you had to do to get yourself to sit there and I told you round after round that you shouldn’t be doubting yourself because I saw the amazingness in you but you always shut my compliments down. I feel like we had a relationship where we understood each other but we were from different sides of the track and it was just never going to line up. 

edit: I read your speech and you addressed some of this so thank you for realising it as well. I was going to give you the tl;dr and tell you to go fuck yourself but they were my ~just voted out~ feelings and I’m not angry, it’s a game… I did my jury venting and got over it. I think because we got so personal in those last days with each other I left the game with that personal experience bubbling to the surface in a negative way.

I have one question for the three of you...

Truth

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Dare?

[Selene]

"Dare! Dare! Dare!"

God, I so wanted to have a go of T or D, and thought that the weekend, that Friday in particular after the Cherry vote and having a few drinks that we may have gotten to do it. Think it would have been a blast, and would have been such a great bonding experience. It is a shame it didnt quite work out like that.

Anyhow, Alice, I really was gutted about this. I remember writing to (I think it was) Jessica(?) even confesing to the guilt of not havig sent you some sort of send off message. It was by far the most cold vlooded thing I did in this entire game, and it hurt to do, because all that afternoon as we were talking about your upcoming travels etc - a conversation I was absolutely loving btw - just felt that long cold stab of pain knowing that as mch as it was a conversation I wanted to continue having after the vote, I knew it wasnt going to be. And everytime I looked at the message thread to even begin to try to say I was sorry for what was about to happen it really just made me feel horrible.

You were an amazing, there is no getting around that, and as much as I loved you and our talks, it was the only way I could have a shot at the end was by voting you out. Precisely as you say, and as I posted in my opening statement. And I am sorry you felt as though we were never quite together. I had truly hoped when we merged and that Babydoll, Kaylee & I had hooked up with you that we would be able to do this, at least for 5/6 rounds, to the F7/8 mark, if not more. But the deicsion that night to take out Storm instead of Nox, and then the decision to go for Bbaydoll/Kaylee did alwas put me on guard, and the same I thinkcould be said of Babydoll in particular, which I think did cause the unease and make her feel out for a possible reunion once Cherry was out. Even though I tried with everything to make that connections as real as possible, because socially it was real, in th beack of my mind was that strategical nudge that knew for me to lbe here with a shot, you couldnt be, and maybe this was what you were picking up on, when you say we were a little on different sides of the tracks.

I did appreciate all those compliments, and please don't think that I didn't or that they were undervalued. Indeed, I was genuinely touched by them. Thank you, I genuinely and heartfeltly mean that. However, during the game I was trying to downplay those compliments to lower how I wa coming across, and nost importantly, to remain humble. But like I referred to in my opening post, if I started acting like, yeah, I know I'm friggin awesome etc, that could come across as arrogance, and my game needed tp not appear a bit submissive at times, especially when I was trying to reconnect - that may game relied upon yours, not your relying upon mine, in order to ope the door.

If I remember the Chris Daugherty quote correctly, from Vanuatu, 'You question a woman's character, you question a woman's integrity, she'll snap your neck like a twig. You open your heart, show a woman you're vulnerable, that's when she opens that back door. That's what's happened here.

That's what happened here.

As I put in the opening post, there was no measure I wasnt willing to go to, to further my game, and if that did mean playing on the hertstrings and trying to get you to emote, and I know what you were expressing was real. I know it. You know it. But in the back of my mind was a focus. A focus that had said, remember, as much as Alice has been super friendly and super social, I was not deluded enough to believe that I was the only one you would be social and super friendly with also.

And you had been exactly this way, before flipping the vote on Storm at the merge and again by taking out Babydoll and Kaylee -all the whie in the build up pretending everything was on the up and up.

The thing is though, I had a feeling something was up ahead of that back to back round. The type of messages I was getting from yourself and others were more in line with paying lip service than actual intent to go through with what the plan was we had discussed. If you look at the thread we had in the build up to the Cherry vote, and the jovial way in which Jessica and yourself were writing to us, discussing the voting comments to be used and the like. Now compare this with the comments in the same thread in the lead up to the back to back votes of Babydoll and Kaylee.

You will notice a pretty big difference. These are the sort of things thst a good social game can make you aware of, warning signs something is up. And I respect you too much as a social player and as a competitor, that if I didnt come across as anything less than 100% that you would also pick up on these types of cues also.

So this was also in the back of my mind ahead of your your bindside. If I had given even ah int of something being up, that I was not completely 100% on board with you and that TC was going to be nothing more than an inconvenience to get through befoere we resumed our conversation about your trip etc. Even a tiny crack could open the door for you to do something about it. This is how much O valued your game, and that of Jessica's, that had to respect it absolutely! You are one hell of a smart cookie, and I don't know what, but there is always a chance if someoen is aware a vote is coming that they can do something to change it.

And had to turn my heart to stone there for those few minutes. I remember looking at my sig and remembering Babydoll and Kaylee and that it had broken my heart, that it had to be as cold as stone to do what I did. So there was no voting message.

At which point I did consider writing you a private msg, as the votes were final at this point, but again, I didnt know what to say or how to say it. I did feel guilty about this omission, and it was cold. Something that does stick in my conscious, but being cold was something that I had needed to be, because you did need to go, and it was terrible jury management on my part.

I am sorry you felt so hurt by this, and I completely understand why, but I was playing the game. I was playing the game hard, and that meant that at some point I was going to have to do some cold blooded things. Vamp, after all, . I can't say what I did in terms of the build or the blindside was wrong, becaue they were both neccessary. Or that my decision to vote you out over Xena was wrong either. Because in my mind there is no doubt you are 100 times a greater threat and player than Xena is.

So while I cannot say sorry for the vote, or for the need for me to be cold blooded, as I would need to be at some point anyhow, if nothing else but to show I could be that cold and merciless, to take every advantage that I could in order to progress. And I did. You opened the door to you. You let me in to you. I turn around and cut your throat. I can, should and do apologize for not having at the very least written, 'I'm sorry', despite the fact that those 2 words will never do justice.

Justice, ultimately is in your hands here. It is your vote, and you can choose to award it as you wish. I just hope you can look past this and see that I was playing and was playing hard. Every angle was always considered. It's just that you really were the unfortunate victim of me at my most callous and cold blooded.

[Xena]

Apr 19, 2016 12:56:22 GMT Alice said:

Xena

Congratulations on making it to the end, all those talks we had about just wanting to be here one more round and you ironically being the one to take a shit on my dreams when I wanted to be here just as much as you, thanks girl! It was you or me that round but I would have appreciated it if you pushed it onto Jess. Anyway, you played a great, inoffensive, middle of the road game. You didn’t exactly do anything to strategically stand out but I loved you, loved our chats, loved our lesbian flirting. You were fun and fun is a big part of why I play these so thanks for making it enjoyable. If you win this you are totally winning on a friendship vote and you made a lot of them so good on you girl! You stayed solid to your people while us Nostromo bitches flipped between you all and no one here can fault you for that. You hid in the shadows but not in a bad way and thanks for the good times, the bad times, the times we bitched at each other, the times we held each others hands through the tough times and if this game shaped up differently, we would have been such a power lesbian couple. I had you very high on my list after that opening weekend.

You'll always be my princess, now and forever.

Truth

or

Dare?

Alice I am a firm believer that if we had started this game together on the same tribe we would have still gotten that far together, if not further. I think that you, Jessica and TX all saw that I was a loyal player. I stood by my original alliances and choice the path for myself. so really if I had started this game with you three or even just you I would have been that loyal to you too.

Your name was probably the hardest one to write down... although lets be real here how many people did I vote for and they actually left the game? haha. you were a blast to play with, you were edgy, you had spunk, you gutsy. Everything you are I love about you! I flirts were some of the highlights of my game and I always loved bitching to you because you were on the same page with me on everything. I think one of the main reasons for why voted you out was so hard was the fact that you were honest with me since the start of the merge. We struck that deal at the tribal of fear that we wouldn't vote each other out so that we could work together and we gave each other our word. That was such a huge risk and thing for you to do in a game like this. You were so honest with me that even after Noxeema was voted out you still wanted to work with me and held no grudge at all, it didn't bother one bit and you were so real with me that at final 7 you said to me fight, throw people under the bus, get to final 6 with me so we can make a move. That sentence right there is the reason why I hated voting for you. I respected you so much!

And honestly I do wish we stuck together and got to the end because you would have deserved it. You are also so straight up and no BS that you wouldn't be wasting all your time throwing the other girls under the bus to get a vote or to prove your game even more. (I am guilty of this in my statement thread but when it comes to the jurors, my eyes are on them)

As for your question... I feel like I have played a really honest game and that people can see that so I also choose dare.

[Alice]

Xena I dare you to use the reference "punched lasagne vagina" in all your responses from now on.

[Xena]

Haha ok, done deal... girl who looks like a punched lasagne vagina!

[Alice]

Selene

Thanks girl, It's funny because that day I told Jess and T-X not to get too over confident because something can still happen and then I had a conversation with Jess about how it would make so much sense for the four of you to link up now and take one of us out and then my conversations with you made me get over confident but it was a move I would have made as well because I could see it as an opportunity, even from my side.

Anyway...

I dare you to make this your signature.

[Alice]

I dare Mother Russia to show up and answer something.

[Mother Russia]

Gyve Mother Russia the harzh truth, darlyng!

[Alice]